I’m not going to lie.

It hurts. It still does.

And the fact that I have to see him in class doesn’t help one bit. All I want, all that I’ve ever wanted was to know the truth, to have some answers.

I don’t want to feel like everything that happened between us was a mistake for you because I don’t regret us. I regret all the times that I opened up to you because I feel like that’s not what you wanted.